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Copycats, Stupid Doctors, and Scary Needles

By Know-it-All Nikki 1 Comment

At the beginning of this month, I made an appointment to have some blood work done. It’s been over a year since anyone has tested anything other than my Pro Time (a test to check for blood disorder, excessive clotting problems or excessive bleeding and to monitor the thick/thinness of your blood if you’re on blood thinners like me).

As part of my heart failure diagnosis, I’ve really worked at being a better patient. (Better. Not Perfect). I’ve been on a beta blocker and ace inhibitor for over a year now and I know it’s been a good long minute since I had labs done.

In none of my visits to Anchorage this year (two including an ablation) did I have a full lab workup (at least not that I’m aware of). I have some plans coming up for the end of the year and I really don’t want anything to stand in my way so I willingly opened up a vein (and made future appointments separate from the blood work).

The Good News

After giving three tubes of blood, my kidneys are good (YAY!)

My kidneys were my whole reason for having the blood work done. I’ve heard from others on beta blockers and ace inhibitors that those medications can damage kidneys and I like my kidneys; I’m not a drinker but the idea of ending up with wrecked kidneys all in the name of keeping my heart pumping doesn’t make me happy.

My blood pressure was good too! I know!! I haven’t seen a number like that since I was in my 20s and only slightly crazy with one kid. The doctor also took a quick listen to my heart and didn’t hear any flutter or afib. Score two for Nikki and zero for heart failure! But the good news was short lived (of course).

The Bad News

My Iron and Vitamin D are bad (BOO!). It turns out I have iron deficient anemia and that’s not a nice thing for someone like me to have. As my person put it, “You’re one bad menstrual cycle from needing a blood transfusion.” Okay. That’s bad.

(Hey, did you know that people who are on blood thinners, like me, are more likely to have iron-deficient anemia? You do now. You’re welcome.)

As for the Vitamin D – dismally low was how my doctor put it.

So I took my doctor’s request seriously and I began taking 5000 iu Vitamin D supplement and an iron supplement. Both have been added both to my morning medicine routine.

The more the merrier right? Or the more colorful my pill box gets.

It All Makes Sense Now

It felt like it took months for me to start to feel better after the ablation in January. Even though the follow-up Echo in February showed no afib and improved heart function, I was still run down and out of energy.

If you think about it and understand a couple of things about the heart, you’ll understand why I didn’t necessarily freak out over not being back to “normal” (let’s pretend you understand what my normal looks like because it’s not what you probably think it is).

The heart is a muscle and it too has a bit of muscle memory. So it would make sense that if your heart gets used to a certain way of working, and you correct it (in my case, with the ablation), it will take some time for it to bounce back. I’m used to that scenario so of course I wasn’t concerned when I didn’t immediately bounce back after the ablation.

Vitamin Deficiencies: The Copycat Artists No One Told You About

I now know why I can’t concentrate or focus on work, why my hands are so friggin cold, why walking groceries from my van to the house makes me short of breath, why my legs twitch all night, why I have DAILY headaches and why my hair has been falling out in handfuls.

Some quick research on my two vitamin deficiencies were eye opening. Did you know that signs of extreme iron deficiency include these physical symptoms?

Extreme Fatigue (check)

Weakness (check)

Pale Skin (shut up and check)

Chest Pain (check)

Headaches (check)

Dizziness or lightheaded (check – my beta blocker and ace inhibitor can also cause this)

Poor Circulation in hands and feet (check)

Rapid heart beat (check)

Hair loss (check. Bet ya didn’t know that did you?)

May lead to heart failure (BIG DAMN CHECK.)

Sounds unpleasant right?

Okay what about Vitamin D deficiency?

Frequent Illnesses

Fatigue or tired (check)

Bone and back pain

Depression and anxiety (check)

Oh yeah AND it turns out that anti-depressants don’t seem to do ANY GOOD when you’re as iron and vitamin D deficient as I am.

Exqueeze Me? Bacon Powder?

The Heart Institute in Anchorage doesn’t talk to anyone but themselves, so it’s not my PCP’s fault blood work wasn’t done sooner. She had been monitoring the Pro Time. I like her, she’s a good doctor, is careful and conscientious. It was her that prompted me to do a device check last spring resulting in the heart failure diagnosis.

It was the EP doctor in Anchorage that prescribed all the medications and responsible for prescription refills on the ace inhibitor and the beta blocker. However, his office was under the impression that the congenital pediatric cardiologist that I saw after the echo and the ablation, was going to take over my care. Unfortunately her office thought that when she suggested I go back to NCH to see about a bi-ventricular pacemaker and CRT that Nationwide Children’s Hospital would be taking over. Forever.

All the while, Nationwide Children’s Hospital has been waiting for the ablation and ECHO reports from the beginning of this year from the Anchorage office and the congenital pediatric cardiologist.

The icing in the cake was learning neither the heart institute or the cardiologist’s office had a signed records release from me – though I distinctly remember filling one out and signing it in February of this year (Actually, I signed two of them).

Dean Winchester communicate

Is it any wonder I don’t see a doctor on a more regular basis?

My PCP wants to do iron infusions and suggested we get the blessing of a cardiologist first. It wasn’t necessary but being a GOOD DOCTOR she wanted everyone to know and be on the same page. (Insert clueless non-communicating offices here who both basically said, “Not my circus, not my monkey”).

Nationwide Children’s Hospital wouldn’t give any blessing (but didn’t say not to have the iron infusions done) because they hadn’t seen me since… 2011.(?) I can’t blame them and wouldn’t dream of it because they’ve been more forthcoming with information than any medical professional in this state (besides my PCP).

I’m giving the uncommunicative and unconcerned doctors the finger and getting iron pumped into my veins.

I can think of 12 other things I’d rather be doing than this but because I don’t like copycat vitamin deficiencies and their ability to mimic and mock my heart failure diagnosis, I’m doing iron infusions. Five of them. Starting Now.

I’m scared. I don’t like needles. I don’t like any of the possible side effects and I don’t like doing this alone.

And yes, I’m bringing a vomit bucket just in case.

Filed Under: My Heart Tagged With: Alaska Heart Institute, CHD, heart failure, Iron, Nationwide Children's Hospital, Vitamin D, vitamin deficiency

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  1. Heather

    October 16, 2018 at 11:26 am

    I’m glad you’re foing this. ❤️ I’m not glad that these doctors are not communicating

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Head to the blog (link in bio) and read the latest. I've been trying to figure out how to write this for 2 months now and I still don't know if I got it right.
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#knowitallnikkimovestoohio #dtga #heartmonth #ACHD #adultchdsurvivor


Well poop, I missed day 4 (Early Answers, Lasting
Well poop, I missed day 4 (Early Answers, Lasting Impact) and day 5 (How We Monitorthe Heart)! But it's fine! Because they both fit nicely for today's adventures which consisted of a carotid artery ultrasound (day 5) and a series of messages between myself and @nationwidekids to discuss how best to approach the weight loss struggle (day 4). 🤨😠

But it also ties in beautifully with day 6 of #heartmonth, #choosingjoy because despite all of the crap that goes along with being an adult with CHD, I am genuinely joyful. Some of comes out in sarcasm but I've told people if I'm not cracking jokes or inserting some token sarcasm into the day, then something is truly wrong. The last 2 years have been hard, but believe me when I say, I AM HAPPY and I'm wearing red today!
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#ACHD #congenitalheartdefectsurvivor #WearRedforHeartMonth


I almost missed it, day 3 prompt for #heartmonth i
I almost missed it, day 3 prompt for #heartmonth is #lifebetweenappointments 

Yeesh, where do I start? Right now my life between appointments is a little chaotic. The number of appointments has increased a thousand fold than what I was used to growing up.  There are more appointments now than I had when I was pregnant with all four kids!

I struggle to keep them straight or where they're going to be. I write them down in a paper planner, my wall calendar, and my phone's calendar. And I still wind up looking them up multiple times because I don't trust my brain's ability to recall.

I'm expected to write down detailed symptoms. I don't recognize symptoms as symptoms. It just feels like a Tuesday to me. But do try to have a normal life, the docs encourage: eat right, be active, get sleep. How do I do that and not wonder if what I'm feeling while I'm trying to be normal is a symptom?
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Day 2 of #heartmonth is #motivationmonday. All I c
Day 2 of #heartmonth is #motivationmonday. All I can say, is sometimes motivation feels like the end of a very long tunnel; a pinprick of light in an otherwise black abyss. Motivation eludes me more than I care to admit. When it feels unattainable I feel like the little girl I used to be, opening my eyes in a pitch black room, are my eyes actually open? Making my way across the room, arms outstretched, hoping I don't run into anything, or worse, fall. 
And then other times, like on this Monday, motivation arrives and it feels easy, like a special occasion you'vebeen waiting for. So you wear the anatomical heart earrings your daughter bought you and you don the gifted knit heart cowl your knitty BFF made for you and for a day you feel normal.
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#congenitalheartdefectsurvivor #congestiveheartfailure #dtga


Today kicks off the first day of #heartmonth. I st
Today kicks off the first day of #heartmonth. I still think it's silly to only give one day, one month, or even one week to talk about heart disease. Alas, here we are. 

I'm going to do my best to follow the 28 daily prompts for #heartdisease and #chdawareness but I make no promises.

Today's prompt is #BeyondtheDiagnosis. To me, looking beyond being born with a CHD means a few things:

It's the invisible things that can't be measured on a chart, like the fatigue, sadness for the health I wasn't born with, and the mental math of asking myself if I have enough energy for all I want to get accomplished in a week, or even a day.

It's being seen as a whole person; not the condition the doctors are treating. This a part of me, not all of me. I'm still a parent, friend, writer, a hopeless romantic. Yes, I'm a heart patient, I ALWAYS will be, but I'm also opinionated, stubborn, funny, and a person with real feelings. 

But most of all it's refusing to be reduced to number in the healthcare system, or someone else's discomfort.
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#chdawareness



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#charliesworld #catstagram #instacats #catsofig #housecatlife
Technically, he's not ON my planner, thus preventi Technically, he's not ON my planner, thus preventing me from filling it out, but he IS laying on the stickers I need to fill in the days and dates.
.
.
.
.
#charliesworld #instacats #catsofinstagram #catsofig #housecatlife catstagram
The world is falling apart. The world is falling apart.
Head to the blog (link in bio) and read the latest Head to the blog (link in bio) and read the latest. I've been trying to figure out how to write this for 2 months now and I still don't know if I got it right.
.
.
.
#knowitallnikkimovestoohio #dtga #heartmonth #ACHD #adultchdsurvivor
Well poop, I missed day 4 (Early Answers, Lasting Well poop, I missed day 4 (Early Answers, Lasting Impact) and day 5 (How We Monitorthe Heart)! But it's fine! Because they both fit nicely for today's adventures which consisted of a carotid artery ultrasound (day 5) and a series of messages between myself and @nationwidekids to discuss how best to approach the weight loss struggle (day 4). 🤨😠

But it also ties in beautifully with day 6 of #heartmonth, #choosingjoy because despite all of the crap that goes along with being an adult with CHD, I am genuinely joyful. Some of comes out in sarcasm but I've told people if I'm not cracking jokes or inserting some token sarcasm into the day, then something is truly wrong. The last 2 years have been hard, but believe me when I say, I AM HAPPY and I'm wearing red today!
.
.
.
.
#ACHD #congenitalheartdefectsurvivor #WearRedforHeartMonth
I almost missed it, day 3 prompt for #heartmonth i I almost missed it, day 3 prompt for #heartmonth is #lifebetweenappointments 

Yeesh, where do I start? Right now my life between appointments is a little chaotic. The number of appointments has increased a thousand fold than what I was used to growing up.  There are more appointments now than I had when I was pregnant with all four kids!

I struggle to keep them straight or where they're going to be. I write them down in a paper planner, my wall calendar, and my phone's calendar. And I still wind up looking them up multiple times because I don't trust my brain's ability to recall.

I'm expected to write down detailed symptoms. I don't recognize symptoms as symptoms. It just feels like a Tuesday to me. But do try to have a normal life, the docs encourage: eat right, be active, get sleep. How do I do that and not wonder if what I'm feeling while I'm trying to be normal is a symptom?
.
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.
#heartfailure #congestiveheartfailure #congenitalheartdefect
Waiting. . . . #catsofinstagram #charliesworld #in Waiting.
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#catsofinstagram #charliesworld #instacats #catsofig #catstagram
Day 2 of #heartmonth is #motivationmonday. All I c Day 2 of #heartmonth is #motivationmonday. All I can say, is sometimes motivation feels like the end of a very long tunnel; a pinprick of light in an otherwise black abyss. Motivation eludes me more than I care to admit. When it feels unattainable I feel like the little girl I used to be, opening my eyes in a pitch black room, are my eyes actually open? Making my way across the room, arms outstretched, hoping I don't run into anything, or worse, fall. 
And then other times, like on this Monday, motivation arrives and it feels easy, like a special occasion you'vebeen waiting for. So you wear the anatomical heart earrings your daughter bought you and you don the gifted knit heart cowl your knitty BFF made for you and for a day you feel normal.
.
.
.
.
#congenitalheartdefectsurvivor #congestiveheartfailure #dtga
Today kicks off the first day of #heartmonth. I st Today kicks off the first day of #heartmonth. I still think it's silly to only give one day, one month, or even one week to talk about heart disease. Alas, here we are. 

I'm going to do my best to follow the 28 daily prompts for #heartdisease and #chdawareness but I make no promises.

Today's prompt is #BeyondtheDiagnosis. To me, looking beyond being born with a CHD means a few things:

It's the invisible things that can't be measured on a chart, like the fatigue, sadness for the health I wasn't born with, and the mental math of asking myself if I have enough energy for all I want to get accomplished in a week, or even a day.

It's being seen as a whole person; not the condition the doctors are treating. This a part of me, not all of me. I'm still a parent, friend, writer, a hopeless romantic. Yes, I'm a heart patient, I ALWAYS will be, but I'm also opinionated, stubborn, funny, and a person with real feelings. 

But most of all it's refusing to be reduced to number in the healthcare system, or someone else's discomfort.
.
.
.
#chdawareness
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