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What a waste

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I am a terrible blogger. Maybe I need to make a 3/4-of-the-year-is-over resolution. I resolve to try and blog once a week.

I was looking back on my last blog and it occurs to me that the source of inspiration that I was so desperately praying to would start school soon. And guess what? they have and I haven’t gotten much further. I admit that it is very nice to grab the baby and pick up and just leave without all the drama of who rides shotgun or who sits next to the baby and honestly, Peanut doesn’t care who sits next to him. I can’t wait for him to learn to talk and tell me who he doesn’t want sitting next to him.

I think that my very sick, injured PC is finally fixed. It took far too much money to figure out that my antivirus was making my PC sick… Go Figure. The very thing that is supposed to keep my PC from having problems was the source of my problem. I won’t go into what it finally cost in the end but I will just say that I do not have that money. I will have to sell one of the children to cover the bill.

As for expensive problems. This probably isn’t the place to blog about this but I am at a loss for where else to bitch at. But I think that my B and I are headed for a divorce unless I can convince him to go to counseling. I won’t go into every detail because frankly I don’t think I can right now. I know I don’t want my marriage to end but I just don’t know what else I can do. He says that I don’t contribute to the marriage and that it doesn’t feel like a marriage to him and maybe we should just end things before we waste more of our lives. Since he says he has to think about some things before he decides this is what he wants to do, I am going to ask that he go to counseling with me first. If he says No, then… well to methat siunds like healready knows what he wants and it isn’t to fix things.

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